Freitag, 23. Januar 2009

33. Etwas Dunkles Schweres geht

(Schon die richtigen Fragen. In jedem Witz ist ein Fünkchen Wahrheit. Ist ein lächerlich machen über mich selbst, wie über Buddha. Irgendwas bleibt hängen. Wenn ich mich sträube mich über Buddha lustig zu machen warum mache ich mich dann lustig über mich selbst. Kkein Selbstwertgefühl.
Negative Bestandsaufnahme. Noch unsichere fragen. Noch keine Aussagen.
Erfahrungen sammeln.
Körnchen Wahrheit.
Das Dunkle kam schon lange vor dem Suizidversuch (die Ursache des Leids hat sich verstärkt seit Freak - Achtung! Abstimmung mit Freak - Achtung! im vorherigen Kapitel nur andeuten)
Aus Boris II
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>Your true nature is Buddha. Like Ole puts it, Diamond Way practice to >behave like Buddha unless you become one.
>Calling yourself a “freak” is the same as calling Buddha a “freak”.

>Being unaware of your true nature – I think yes, this is ignorance :-)

>You know, everything is a dream – but there are good dreams and bad >dreams;
>Likewise, everything is a play, but you can play merry games and sad >games.
>If kids call each other humiliating words, and throw shit at each other – i >don´t think this is a merry game... and if you play this game to yourself, I >doubt it will make your dream happy :-) rather opposite.


>sure you do ! isn´t it obvious that you call yourself is what you see in your >mind; and if you keep calling yourself a bad names, you will see yourself >accordingly... try to call someone else these names, you will see the >reaction. You think your mind react in a different way to bad words, that >mind of others ?
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Piri:
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>and when i talk about this experience i will be most helpful to other
>people...
>Of course, what else can be helpful to other people, who wnat to get rid of >suffering, but your experience of getting rid of your suffering ?

>Don´t you think taht you can teach people what you don´t knoe from your >own experience, or inspire them to do something you do not do for yourself >?!
>YES! TRY NOT TOIDENTIFY YOURSELF WITH YOU CONDITIONED >EXPERIENCE OF PAIN – IT ONLY MAKES ITS STRONGER; SEE >YOURSELF AS BUDDAH:
>ALSO I MEANT – LEARN HOW TO LEBERATE YOURSELF AND YOU WIL >HELP OTHERS IN YOUR POSITION ALONG YOUR WAY:
copyright * piri schmidt

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